Friday, December 30, 2011

Angels in Disguise









Be Not Inhospitable To Strangers
Lest They Be Angels In Disguise


A motto posted in the Shakspeare & company.
Certainly they have entertained many angels.

It comes from the epistles to the Hebrews,
"Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for by this
some have entertained angels without knowing it." (13:2)


For sure, this comes from the old old story of Abraham (Gen 18).

Now the LORD appeared to him by the oaks of Mamre, while he was sitting at the tent door in the heat of the day. When he lifted up his eyes and looked, behold, three men were standing opposite him; and when he saw them, he ran from the tent door to meet them and bowed himself to the earth, and said, “My Lord, if now I have found favor in Your sight, please do not pass Your servant by. Please let a little water be brought and wash your feet, and rest yourselves under the tree; and I will bring a piece of bread, that you may refresh yourselves; after that you may go on, since you have visited your servant.” And they said, “So do, as you have said.”

So Abraham hurried into the tent to Sarah, and said, “Quickly, prepare three measures of fine flour, knead it and make bread cakes.” Abraham also ran to the herd, and took a tender and choice calf and gave it to the servant, and he hurried to prepare it. He took curds and milk and the calf which he had prepared, and placed it before them; and he was standing by them under the tree as they ate.

Then they said to him, “Where is Sarah your wife?” And he said, “There, in the tent.” He said, “I will surely return to you at this time next year; and behold, Sarah your wife will have a son.” And Sarah was listening at the tent door, which was behind him. Now Abraham and Sarah were old, advanced in age; Sarah was past childbearing. Sarah laughed to herself, saying, “After I have become old, shall I have pleasure, my lord being old also?” And the LORD said to Abraham, “Why did Sarah laugh, saying, ‘Shall I indeed bear a child, when I am so old?’ Is anything too difficult for the LORD? At the appointed time I will return to you, at this time next year, and Sarah will have a son.” Sarah denied it however, saying, “I did not laugh”; for she was afraid. And He said, “No, but you did laugh.”


And of course, it reminds a story of Leo Tolstoy, the Angel who learn to know what people do not know.

No, no. We do not know. We think we know what we need, we do not know what we do not know.

Sarah thought she knew, the limitation of her own self, and of Abraham's; she did not know what she did not know, the un-limited-ness of God.

Be hospitable to anyone you meet, for they may show you how "nothing is too difficult for the LORD" could mean.

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Lessons on Life

不知道甚麼時候、從哪裡抄下這個小故事。在這個人生階段,也許終於有點點明白。

There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.

The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall.

When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen.

The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted.

The second son said no; it was covered with green buds and full of promise.

The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen.

The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment.

The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life.


He told them that you cannot judge a tree, or a person, by only one season, and that the essence of who they are and the pleasure, joy, and love that come from that life can only be measured at the end, when all the seasons are up.

If you give up when it's winter, you will miss the promise of your spring, the beauty of your summer, fulfillment of your fall.

Don't let the pain of one season destroy the joy of all the rest.

Don't judge life by one difficult season. Persevere through the difficult patches and better times are sure to come some time or later.

有一個人,他有四個兒子。他希望他的兒子能夠學會不要太快對事情下結論,所以,他給他四個孩子一個問題,依次要他們到遠方去看一顆桃子樹。

大兒子在冬天前往,二兒子在春天,三兒子在夏天,小兒子則是在秋天。當他們都去了也都回來之後,他把他們一起叫到跟前形容他們所看到的情景。

大兒子說那棵數很醜、枯槁、扭曲。

二兒子說:不是這樣子;這棵樹被青青的嫩芽所覆蓋,充滿了盼望。

三兒子不同意;他說樹上花朵綻放、充滿香氣,看起來十分美麗,這美景他從來不曾見到過。

小兒子不同意他們三人的說法。他說樹上結滿了果子、累累下垂,充滿了生命果子與豐收。

這個人就對他四個兒子說:你們都是正確的。因為你們四個人是在這棵樹的四個不同季節前往,都只看到其中一個季節的風景。

他告訴兒子們不可用一個季節的風景來評斷一棵樹或是一個人。關於一個人的本質,以乃他生命中的歡愉、喜樂、愛,都只能夠在他生命盡頭時才可以衡量。

當你在冬天時候就放棄,你就會錯過你生命中春天的盼望、夏天的美麗、秋天的收成。

不要讓一個季節的痛苦毀掉其他季節的喜樂。

不要因為一個痛苦的季節就對人生下結論,持守忍耐度過這段艱難,美好的日子將在不久之後來到。

Monday, December 26, 2011

跟隨

星期天,聖誕節的正日,崇拜裡特別多的故人。

瞥見一對夫婦,攜了幼兒回來。他們是早已移民的,也許只趁聖誕回來走一轉,也順道回來探望吧。

看著他們,想起很久之前曾經與那位太太的一段談話。印象深刻的是她一句說話,大意是:與他一起走那些道路,是因為他「跟神」。

這也讓我想起早前的一些經歷。

我知道,做了的決定,任誰也改變不了。然而,怎樣說這也牽起我心頭一陣的難受,「為甚麼呢?」我不明白。

然而,神卻安慰我:若是跟隨神的心意,勉強也是不必的。

不跟隨神心意作決定和行事的,我也不會想要跟隨。

就這樣,竟然心裡也就安靜了下來。
畢竟,Emannuel 才是我最深層的需要,畢竟唯有祂知道明天的道路將要如何......

喜歡這另一首 Emmanuel,更有力的面對明天

For unto us a child is born,
unto us a son is given......
He shall be called Wonderful Counselor, a Mighty God,
the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Who Would Send A Baby

那天預備講章時想起這首歌,與你分享。

Who Would Send A Baby
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Who would send a baby to heal a world in pain?
Who would send a baby, a tiny child?
When the world is crying for the Promised One,
Who would send His only Son?

Who would send a baby, to light a world with love?
Who would send a baby, a tiny child?
When the world is hoping for the Promised One;
Who would send His only Son?

Who would choose a manger to cradle a King?
Who would send angels to sing?
Who would hang a star in the sky above,
To shine on the gift of His infinite love?


Who would send a baby to bless a world with peace?
Who would send a baby, a tiny child?
When the world is yearning for the Promised One,
Who would send a baby?
Who would send a baby?
Who would send His only begotten Son?

信主這許多年,前幾乎三分二實在唱了不少好歌,不是現時 contemp music 可以媲美的。可惜,沒有能力讓弟兄姊妹學懂來唱,只好在 youtube 搜尋。盼望搜到了再在這裡分享。

Monday, December 19, 2011

跟隨祂的腳蹤

今早“安息在周一”,余院長重提他(2003年)的一篇文章,還是有很大的提醒。轉貼這裡,與你共享:

〈贖回聖誕節〉
想起聖誕,便想到這世代俗世化(secularization)的厲害。聖誕節:一個表達基督教信仰核心的節日,已給俗世污染到面目全非。屬靈內涵給淘空殆盡且不用說,就是連外在的宗教象徵——禮物、施予和分享,也被商品化、滑稽化和卡通化至令人厭煩。在不少稍為注重內涵的人看來,聖誕節已商品化到俗不可耐的地步。不錯,商品市場可說已擄劫了本屬於基督徒的神聖象徵。要贖回聖誕,教會可能要考慮一種另類的記念方式。以靜默沉思代替慶祝活動,以關懷貧困者的分享行動代替禮物往還的友情聯系,可能是不二之途。

聖誕節所要表達的到底是甚麼?真正了解聖誕意義的人知道它要表達的,是那不可表達、不可言說的奧秘。潘霍華在他的《基督論》一書中,劈頭第一句便這樣說:所有關乎基督的論述,都必須以沉默作開始。

沉默,因為沒有人間的概念可以盛載道成肉身的奧秘;沉默,因為沒有言語可以表達那根本言說不出的道理。道成肉身,上帝來到人間,這是不可想像、不能理解的事。我們只能沉默無言;以無言表達那奧秘的深邃與超越,以無言去言說我們本應說不出的感激。所有的慶祝、歡騰,若不是發自這種無以言之的感覺,那麼一切便都只會流於膚淺。當代的基督徒最需要的,便是重拾這種言說不出的奧秘感和沉重感。

不過,沉默無言,進入深邃的思念,負重感受,心靈上行,對我們這些慣於向外扑的信徒以至教牧,卻猶如一種久已失傳的生命形態。也因為如此,俗世便如入無人之境,佔據了我們的心靈世界,擄掠了我們的信仰象徵。要重新得回我們獨特的信仰象徵,我們必須將俗世驅趕出去,而這須從個人的心靈世界開始。

沉默深思道成肉身的奧秘,感受其恩典的重量,必然引發一種出自無限感激的生命行動,就是真誠的分享。不過,吊詭的是,真正領悟上帝恩典的人,會感到他真正能與人分享的,不過是他的貧乏。

前些時候看盧雲的《路上之糧》,其中一篇令我特別感動。文章的主旨很簡單,卻不容易領悟。談到分享,我 們通常會立刻想到分享我們所擁有的東西,例如經濟資源、才能、知識,又或是時間、精力,以至生命的經歷。我們卻很少會想到,我們真正能與人分享的,其實竟是我們所沒有的。不錯,盧雲指出,教會根本就是一群貧乏不堪的人聚在一起,分享彼此的貧乏。不懂得分享貧乏,就是仍未完全明白教會的真義。

我們進入基督的身體,是因為我們貧乏,體悟到自己一無所有,需要乞求上帝的憐憫,毫無憑恃地接受基督的救恩。就是得了救恩之後,那被罪扭曲、充滿創傷與苦毒的生命,仍需不斷經歷醫治。懷抱著各種罪疚和不安全的感覺,我們習慣了以各種方法去安立自己、肯定自己、保護自己,心靈的赤貧時刻蟄伏心底。亦因為這樣,我們不時成為了教會群體的負資產。然而,看到自己的貧乏,看到一切都是恩典,看到我的弟兄姊妹在無聲中為我的貧乏付出,我便開始看到,教會的豐富乃在於我們能夠彼此接納——接納彼此生命的欠缺和破碎,並且以此為誇耀。教會不是一個表現天才、富足的地方,而是無懼於揭示自己底貧弱、缺乏的地方。

聖誕節是思念一己貧乏的時節。惟有當我們真正體悟自己能分享的不過是貧乏與破碎,向貧困者施予,與他們分享我們有的資源,聖誕節才不致成為另一項向外扑的活動。這樣的分享,才是出自感恩的分享。

願今年的聖誕節對你來說,是一個沉默靜思,體悟貧乏,因感恩而引發出連串分享之樂的一個時節。


我教會的牧師早已明言,聖誕節成了「聖誕老人節」,耶穌早已被踢離場。實在,每一年的聖誕燈飾都只是華麗的燈光、聖誕老人、鹿車、禮物。人就是寧願選擇黑暗,然後在黑暗中為自己創造虛假的光芒。

有時,在教會習以為常的運作之中,我們也迷失在這些虛假之中,失卻了焦點和重量。

也許,腓立比書 2:6-8 是我們在每一次記念主降生的日子都要重新反覆思量的:他本有 神的形像,不以自己與 神同等為強奪的;反倒虛己,取了奴僕的形像,成為人的樣式;既有人的樣子,就自己卑微,存心順服,以至於死,且死在十字架上。還有約翰福音 12:26:若有人服事我,就當跟從我;我在哪裏,服事我的人也要在那裏;若有人服事我,我父必尊重他。

閱讀余達心牧師原文

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

「不負此生」

看著,感到特別有意思。轉貼在此:【明報專訊】
編按:本文是香港中文大學校長沈祖堯教授 2011 年 12 月 1 日(上周四)於中大頒授學位典禮對畢業同學的臨別贈言。

今天早上我翻閱了畢業禮的典禮程序。當我見到畢業生名冊上你們的名字,我按手其上,低頭為你們每一位禱告。

我祈求你們離校後,都能過着「不負此生 」的生活。你們或會問,怎樣才算是「不負此生」的生活呢?

儉樸地生活
首先,我希望你們能儉樸地生活。在過去的三至五年間,大家完成了大學各項課程,以真才實學和專業知識好好的裝備了自己。我肯定大家都能學以致用,前程錦繡。但容我提醒各位一句:快樂與金錢和物質的豐盛並無必然關係。一個温馨的家、簡單的衣著、健康的飲食,就是樂之所在。漫無止境的追求奢華,遠不如儉樸生活那樣能帶給你幸福和快樂。

高尚的生活
其次,我希望你們能過高尚的生活。我們的社會有很多陰暗面:不公、剝削、詐騙等等。我籲請大家為了母校的聲譽,務必要莊敬自強,公平待人,不可欺侮弱勢的人,也不可以做損及他人或自己的事。高尚的生活是對一己的良知無悔,維護公義,事事均以道德為依歸。這樣高尚地過活,你們必有所得。

謙卑的生活
其三,是我希望你們能過謙卑的生活。我們要有服務他人的謙卑心懷,時刻不忘為社會、國家以至全人類出力。一個謙卑的人並不固執己見,而是會虛懷若谷地聆聽他人的言論。偉大的人物也不整天仰望山巔,他亦會蹲下來為他的弟兄濯足。

假如你擁有高尚的情操、過着儉樸的生活、並且存謙卑的心,那麼你的生活必會非常充實。你會是個愛家庭、重朋友,而且關心自己健康的人。你不會着意於社會能給你什麼,但會十分重視你能為社會出什麼力。

我相信一所大學的價值,不能用畢業生的工資來判斷。更不能以他們開的汽車、住的房子來作準,而是應以它的學生在畢業後對社會、對人類的影響為依歸。 所以,諸位畢業會成為我校的代表。做個令我們驕傲的「中大人」罷!

各位畢業同學,在我的心目中大家都是我的兒女。當我誦唸你們的名字時,我默禱你們都能不負此生。

Monday, December 12, 2011

Comfort


Gift from my friend
Comfort from my Lord

Thank you, C
Thank you, Lord

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

Friday, December 02, 2011

執著

前兩天的大火,到今天看新聞仍然有強烈的感受。又是大火。當那時,心裡只想,今時今日的火災,竟然也可以有那麼多死傷,發生了甚麼事!今日,當然幾天下來更多的資料發佈,知道了多一點。可,那又如何?生命還不是那麼脆弱?那麼不能掌握?不管是誰的錯,也不管誰的不力!

今天,上宣教課。老師請來一位印度宣教士分享,原來是與我同期的一位姊妹。看著她分享,我竟然流下淚來。不是因為她分享的內容有多賺人熱淚,而是看著她分享,腦海裡回想起十年前一起在神學院的日子。其實與她不熟稔,只是點頭之交,但記得當時的她青春少艾。後來聽說她毅然到印度宣教,聽的時候已經佩服,一個三十不到的年輕女子,單人匹馬到印度這個視女子為無物的地方去。又前兩年,聽說她跟當地一位教會領袖結婚,也為她高興。那知去年卻聽說她的丈夫患上重症,危在旦夕,而她則剛剛懷孕。大家都為她們禱告。後來,輾轉我也沒有跟進她的消息。

那知今天見著了她,感恩還有她那大病待癒的丈夫,可愛的兒子卻沒有帶來。一方面為她們一家感恩。另一方面也是被她的分享感染了。她的熱切,她的毫不掩飾地為神的禾場尋找工人。讓我從十年前回到今日。

幾次,她說:「白晒喇!」那種面帶笑容、從容不迫,卻見心裡火熱。

感恩看見姊妹成熟、成長。也看見自己的蹣跚。

又是大火。又使我回想自己蒙召的經過。永恆,是我蒙召的原因。

可笑,有時人們總愛執著一些今日的無聊事。幾天前,兩個一年級生竟然暗地裡跟我掙座位。說暗地裡,因為她們把東西放在我平常總會坐的位置上。其實我根本不在乎坐那裡,她們要霸去,我也不介意到另一個座位去。第二次是,我埋首在圖書館一個座位上做功課,她卻走來跟我招呼。我是好生奇怪的,因為她們平時根本不與我招呼的。原來,我坐了她慣常的位置。看她的樣子彷彿期望我馬上起來把座位讓給她。我當然不管她喇!我是趕得要死了,管她要死吧!

不過覺得,連一個座位也不能夠放下,「蒙召」在她們心目中是甚麼意思呢?生命為何啊?為一個習慣、為一個喜歡,為一個方便嗎?COME ON......